deal with me.

sometimes, there are sparkling moments in my life that remind me of how blessed i am.

as i've mentioned before, i've had some major self-esteem issues, especially regarding losing weight before the wedding. sometimes i feel bad for tyler having to listen to me drone on and on about the various things i don't like about myself. he always reassures me and tells me how beautiful he thinks i am. he is the one person that makes me feel beautiful, even when i'm in pajamas, glasses, no makeup, and with my hair in a pony tail.

recently, i told him, "i'm sorry you have to deal with me" and his reaction completely caught me off guard. he said, "i don't deal with you. i grow with you." when he said that, i immediately burst into tears. he gets me. he grows with me. he was obviously made for me. i couldn't be more in love or more sure of anything in my life. 327 days left until we start our life together, but i think we're already in training... and i think, so far, he gets an A+.

fin.